You know, ever since I found out "the news", I thought I'd be able to handle it. It wasn't very big at first, I mean it was, the whole incident on how it happened but I didn't think it would be such a big bang until things actually started to happen. I thought it would be okay, I would be fine, I wouldn't get so emotional (well I'm not really, maybe not just yet) but yeah.. It turns out, I'm feeling almost the exact opposite. I'm really going to miss you a lot.
When did I first meet you? I think when I was in Primary 6 or something, you were in Form 2 and I used to like stalk/stare up the window across my class and look up into yours. You were such a tomboy and yeah, act samseng man, but then your hair was always long.. now it's pretty short and I think it fits you a lot though! I remember when I was in Form1 she sent me a birthday card, she got my birthdate wrong thinking it was the 8th of February and made this card for me.. It has really funny looking drawings and I've always made fun of her about that in real life, she knows it and I think she gets pretty sick of me continuously talking about it. :p
I got to know her more about a year or two ago, and I began to know who she like really is. She's one of the very few people I know who are just real = not fake. When she's got a passion for something you just know it because you can't stop her from doing what she loves most, and does best. We've laughed together, cried together, got mad and annoyed at each other (-_- but that's what happens to friends), seen DELIRIOUS? together ;D and just have great fun loving and serving Him.. I've seen who she was before, and who she is today, it's totally amazing what God has done in her life and what she has allowed Him to do.
I'm sad to see you go, yet I'm believing for great and awesome things to unfold in your life as you're there. I can't even see you off on Thursday (which sucks but I have school so..) BUT it's not so far.. I'll miss seeing you! It's been good knowing you and it's not like we're not gonna be friends anymore (cause that'll be dumb just because you're in another country) so like hey! As a friend I'm gonna be so excited for you and thank you for your patience, your love, your faith in me and all of us. It's made us a little bit different because of you never stopped trying and we will do our best to do the same.

Okay, so I don't normally upload photos which I don't look good in, but looking at all these pictures... Goodness! Haha anyway, these are all the pictures I have for you (+ more) on this laptop and I hope you get my present on time and that you'd enjoy it. I'm still bummed out that I can't see you off but I will shed my tears for you in school & at home :p just kidding girl. We love you a whole lot Joyce, thank you for everything and the impact that you've made in our lives. Have lots of fun. :)
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songs that never end"