muster every ounce of confidence i have

Yes the recital is over! I don't have to hear that piece play in my head all the time, anymore. I was really nervous yesterday right before the time I had to go up and Ryan had to calm me down and talk me through, asking me to not think about it... Once I got up on the stage and sat down on the chair, everything went alright! Funny though, he became really nervous while he was playing- totally opposite? :P

Went to have supper after that and yeah, that pretty much is what the recital was about. It wasn't really "recital-ish" because there were so many spectators - more like just a performance. Maybe my definition of recital is always formal and scary? Anyway, the night's over and now we can 'relax' again =) the holidays are here! I don't have that much homework, compared to the previous term holiday, but anyway... I gotta get some work done soon.

Service this evening! YAY! I'm so excited, I have no idea why.

boo.