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@ 10:06PM

I haven't gone out much since the gala nite was over but today I did for awhile in the afternoon. Owning a car has become so essential now, especially here in Brunei because of the lack of any other mode of transport haha. Was chatting with Bev who asked me to go out for awhile and have lunch with her. She's working at the music school and I got to meet with my piano teacher for the first time. My fingers have been stiff since I haven't been playing my old classical pieces for years.. and I need to prepare and memorize one for him tomorrow. ha. I'm really glad I'm going back to music though.

Jason & Melvin picked me up- we had such a hilarious time over lunch. Jason's leaving pretty soon again and we're all really growing up now. People like Bev and Juan who I've known for years are entering university, me and my friends are embarking into college and some of the younger ones and stepping into secondary school. Change is both good and hard. It's not always uncomfortable but without change, life would be pretty boring and colourless, in a queer kind of way haha.



Dropped by at the Empire today for a bit after watching Death Note 2. It's a brilliant movie with a really interesting plot and despite not watching the first sequel, thanks to the awesome Yuan Jun I understood the movie haha :D And what did we do at the beach side? Watch tiny black crabs run for safety among the rocks and rapid waves.

Life has taken a different turn in 2007, as difficult as it gets. Family has been see-saw ride and I'm taking subjects that really seem out of my range... as my mom decided them for me, though I know she knows what's best for me (how often would you admit that huh?) and at the same time I am thinking of other things that need accomplishing. The most amazing thing about it all is that God has really been faithful and true, like His word says and He reveals Himself even more when there is nothing else to hang on to. Suddenly the future has become even more important now, and all the different choices I have to make are really crucial. But it's gonna be okay, because it is gonna be okay. Haha it doesn't get any simpler than that.

Tomorrow's a new day, and it's gonna be exciting. Leaving everything to you and into your hands, I commit again, all that I am.

/listening to GMB - Mengejar Hadir-Mu