13. take a whiff

I FINALLY GOT MY DIOR ADDICT 2 AND DKNY BE DELICIOUS!!!

Okay so this is slightly overdue - I got my Dior on last Friday and the DKNY on Sunday after my dad came back from KK - but I'm really happy I got them! Donna Karen is a bit strong after using Dior for over a year, but I'm getting used to it. I love how the perfume line takes longer than most products to stop in production because the apple scented (mine's green) perfume has been out for a while now, almost 2 years I remember.. I wanted it after Rach got it, cos it just smelled so good! Thank goodness for their marketing schemes in leaving them on the shelves longer. Even the first perfume I used, Davidoff Cool Water is still around :D I love perfume! Even though going to Euro Classics for too long makes me go crazy because I end up either A. spending too much (they're evil) or B. get the sniffles cos I'm not too fond of strong smelling scents.

Wokay. This is just a filler.

I'm excited about turning eighteeeeeen!

(I hope there's success group tomorrow. Diana & I are planning to go bowling and I would love to spend the last week of 2007 with the best people and leaders in the world!)

14. more turkey, please

I've changed urls and removed all the links from my site! Haha I just wanted to do it for fun actually and yeah, probably was because of something that happened yesterday :P Weeeell, hours after I changed the url, I noticed that my old url has already been taken! But I think it's a spammer or something, because it's all filled with adverts. I, for one, think that's reeeeally dumb.

Anyway last night was Christmas eve, which makes today Christmas Day itself! (this is pretty silly 'cause I'm pretty much.. typing to meself until I make the url known. anyways.) I went over to Ling and Jeremy's place and I had a good time! I met a few new friends, and Joyce was there too :) It was good seeing her and everytime she comes back or when I talk to her on MSN or something, I think it's God's reminder of how very important it is to have a deeper and deeper walk with Him in intimacy and obedience. We watched the Papaya Sisters, a Singaporean movie which I really enjoyed watching. It's nothing quite like Just Follow Law if you've watched it before; it's a lot sadder and yeah.. I had a good time. Even being around godly people can really do something to you.

It's almost the end of the year and as always, we tend to reflect on what we've achieved in the past year. Personally, I think this year has been a big flop - it was hard because I made it hard. I think I was too hard on myself (Sometimes I think I still am). Only until somewhere in September where suddenly I think this light kinda shined/shone, and made the whole of Psalms 1 become really alive to me. I think I'm really affected by the words of what people say. And to think of what we've learned, about not walking to the beat of the opinion of others. Right now this is the only thing that'll put a smile on my face. Not that I'm feeling lousy or anything, because today is a great day. Eventhough I almost fell asleep this morning, but that remains a secret between you and me.

Abigail, Veivien and myself a few months ago. It makes me happy because I usually never put pictures of myself where my limbs are exposed HAHA they're ugly but today I feel alright in being "comfortable in my own skin". I have not blogged as myself for like Idon'tknowhowlong and it's time I do so :)

Through the years, we all have been together

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face

I can't replace

Now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold

And it breaks my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me

I can be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay

It's okay

It's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer

And nights grow shorter

I can show you (ahhh I miss you so much!)

I'll be the one (I miss you too, Singapore)

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

'Cause you're my

You're my, my

My true love

My whole heart

Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here, for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

20. ee cummings

I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart
I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling
I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet
I want no world, for beautiful you are my world, my true
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
And whatever a sun will always sing is you

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
And the sky of the sky of a tree called life
which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart,
I carry it in my heart.

26. spent the whole of...

TUESDAY

Making these

and turning them into these
***
WEDNESDAY
started off by practicing carols
then going grocery shopping
rushing through our foodstuffs

with time to spare to take family portraits.
Went to some friends' houses
and chillaxed
***
THURSDAY
and so it continues
hanging out with some really cool people

Hold the name of the Lord close to our lips

With the Word of God on our fingertips

We will go throughout the nations and His true love we'll proclaim
Rivers of joy within, we can't contain
Spread the good news of the Gospel to the world
Show that a better future lives within His hands
As we step into His presence
As we reach out for His heart
Our walk of faith has just begun to start

Every tribe, every tongue, every nation, everyone
Call upon the name of Jesus and be saved
Far off places, different faces
Tongues we may not understand
Call upon the name of Jesus and be saved